i Promise.

My love

2011-04-26T06:09:00.001-07:00

Weide, i love you :X

Life in ite

2011-04-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

Like fun only? i could laugh joke sneeze scream etc ! They are batch of noisy people :D i love them(: ITE is the place where i really could show myself :D i dun have to be scare of what other classmate will think of me . I AM TRULY MY SELF !!

Friends

2011-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

Well, looks like you are really the one that block me out.
i bet you saw all my previous post eh? i bet u are also angry right?
you login my msn and say what 'i simply hate you, vivianlee' right?
You have your point of story, i had mine. You never knew what i did jus for u.
You never will . My password is still the same, so dun worry. though i said those things, i'm still willing to get back with u. Cause i'm not 'hellokitty friend', i dun just make u suffer because i dislike one of your attitudes. You know why i still cares for u after the sec1 thing? Cause u are my pri sch friend, i'm afford to scold u but i dun afford to disown u .
but lijing didnt do anything wrong. Why kick her out? She still hopes for u .

Weide

2011-02-06T01:56:00.000-08:00

Baby, you are the best lah xDDDDD

I'm kinda in love with you :x

2010-12-07T05:41:00.000-08:00

Hehe, WYNNE! Guess what? His name is Benny too! Lol! He soooo cute can ?? OMG!! Hahahaha :x

khai yiyin

2010-12-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

Please stop saying what i change lah hor?
Dun say its me, i talk to u ... u give me what reply ?
then now u angry what fuck ?
Big fuck ? So what u angry ? Lost one more friend then?
Go tell the world lah . Go tell them how bad i am, i pity okay?
thanks lah. Really, THANKS .
i change ? You too :D. Fuck attitude, what u expect back ? Cute face ?
=.=. BYE "best friend" .

New life .

2010-10-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

When i got my first pay i want dye hair :D
i want buy shoes :D i want buy make ups :D
i want go out with my loves :DD
Problem is .... is it enough? LOLOL!

Hahahaha, i dun care lah ! i want play play play and play :DD

I shall live my life the way i want it to be .
Dun you think your LITTLE FUCKING BIG ATTITUDE go on top of my head .
i will freaking pull the hearts out of you . nbcb .
F off okay ! i freaking treat you like a friend you better dun go over board .
Never tell you my job you attitude me, last time is what ? i came back from thailand never tell you, you angry ?! CCB. EAT SHIT . You got BIG BIG problem other people dun have is it ? You fucking think i will be lost without u ? F no -.-
Go pee and look at yourself in it, YOU SUCKS . TY(:

Wynne Party

2010-10-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha, freaking funny luh !
My shoe like nice only -.- i bare footed walk home know _|_
Like hard to walk only ? NB, should have wear slipper -.-
Around 2plus cai reach home, like tired only ? ~.~
TOMORROW STILL GOT WORK ! FUCKFUCKFUCK .
sian .. Olevel chinese ..
i want faster go ITE leh .. NB waste my time in holiday sey .
Freaking bored staying at home also, dun like go work also ; EEKS
wahh, when world ending sey !! hahaha, i'm nuts .

21102010 1258
3days . <3

21.10.10

2010-10-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

I hope that, this time it really last longer than i expected .
I will try my best . I love you .

:)

2010-10-17T10:02:00.000-07:00

Life is getting better .. phew~
Hope i can go in the job i'm gonna interview tml ><
Plus Olevel MT . Gosh -.- .. how am i suppose to make it ?
oh man ~ i need luck >< !
hahax, LOVE THE WAY MY LIFE IS NOW. No stress no pain !
LOVE IT . :)

Many many things is waiting for me !

2010-10-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

New phone coming ^^ LG GC900
Cuting new hair style too .
Going party too -.-
Working toooo !!! OMG .

LAST PAPER !!!

2010-10-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG MONDAY LAST PAPER !!!!! YAYE !
FEEL SOO GOOD XD !!!
Looking for job at the same time too -.- .. haix ..
Too bad, not enough money to spend xP.

Wynne baby.

2010-10-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hey my love, i know you would be crying painfully right now.
I'm sorry, i dunno how to cheer a person up . i dunno how to make you smile . i dunno how to talk .
i'm a loser . Sorry . i jus dunno how to let u know how much i really care.
Every year, i attended your birthday party. You would always cry . I thought i will see you smile all the way though out your birthday this year, but WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN ?!?! I dun want to see you cry this year. NO. I DUN WAN !
I want to see you smile . i really do ! BUT HOW ?
I hate that guy ! FUCK HIM GO DIE. Why must he do that to u ! If i can see him right now, i will kill him personally !
I'm really sorry.
But i promise you, i will be there for you whenever you want me to .
Please be okay . i just wanna see your smile once more.

N level

2010-10-03T22:02:00.000-07:00

Nice, only a few qns dun understand :D
I can do it de xD !!

To all my friends, taking exams. ALL THE BEST !!!

Faster exams over, i want go out with SUQI♥, WYNNE♥, YIYIN♥&LIJING♥
And most of all, WORK WORK WORK !! hahaha (Gone case-.-)

Wynne baby, if he is this type of guy . Let him go then ! I'm hoping to see you stand up once again ! When you need me, CALL ME . It hurts to see you cry . Let me cry with you, at least you aren't alone this time (: .

joke.

2010-09-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

hahaha, what a joke .
You think you all gang up n laugh at us, i would cry like babies ?
No way, i will see who is the last one laughing (:
Soo, you think its funny ? Well .. You are wrong :D
I will wait and see show (: Let's all wait & see .

N level is coming o.o

2010-09-29T02:17:00.000-07:00

Wow wow wow ! A few days more ! OMG !!!
Jiayou jiayou jiayou :D !

Painful

2010-09-26T07:20:00.001-07:00

Have been crying for that past two days . i can't stop .
I also dunno why i cried for ?
i just feel that, i'm lonely . i'm stress .
thats all o.o . wth ?
Well, i agree i'm useless (: .
Just hope that N level faster past, then my stress will be over :D .
Then maybe i will stop crying (:
Dun worry about me okay (Suqi jiejie, korkor and Gwen :))?

Oh man -.- !

2010-09-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Goodness, i'm broke :O !
Because of that solution -.- sian ~
PLUS, yiyin&lijing want go KTV . SHAG .. !
haix ..
But you know what? i played kids card (Donkey) with the guys (with bets)
I WON :D ! That makes me kinda rich enough to spend for this week, NO WORRY LE xDD !
YAY ! hahahahaha.

Random ! -Wynne :)

2010-09-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: Yep.
B - BIRTHDAY: January 16
C - CRUSHING ON: Tao
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Plain Water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Myself(:
F - FAVORITE SONG: 不屑－小鬼
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears!
H - HOMETOWN: Yishun.
I - IN LOVE WITH: No one.
J - JUGGLE: On Wynne
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Not yet(:
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 4Hours? In Thailand.
M- MASTURBATED: -
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: Never to be born
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Coco (My dog)
R- REASON TO SMILE: To make others Smile
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: 4 minute - I My Me Mine
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7am
V - VEGETABLE(S): Lost count o.o
W - WORST HABIT: Stubborn
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Nope
Y – YOYOS ARE: COOL !
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Capricorn.

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: Vvnltnlng
What color do you wear most?: Grey
Least favorite color?: Yellow, lime green
What are you listening to?: Hyun Ah - Change
Are you happy with your life right now?: Yep(:
What is your favorite class in school?: D&T
When do you start back at school/college?: January 3
Are you outgoing?: Not really
Favorite pair of shoes?: any shoes that are with ribbons
Where do you wish you were right now?: Beside him (RT)

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Yeah
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Lolx ?
Can you whistle?: Yep
Write with both hands?: hahahaha, i not hero
Walk with your toes curled?: i dun learn ballet -.-

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: YESS !!
Do you believe in miracles?: No. i create them .
Do you believe in magic?: Never, they are just fakes.
Love at first sight?: Never happen to me .
Do you believe there's a Satan?: WOw! Yep.
Do you believe in Santa?: hmm, not really . Cause he is bad .
Do you know how to swim?: Not good at this.
Do you like roller coasters?: YEAH ! SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT !
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: If they can, i also can (:

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yeah.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yep
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Television luh ! hahaha
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: erm .. 26'c
What radio station do you listen to?: i dun listen to radio
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: BREEKS !
What was the last thing you bought?: Contact lens, solution
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Never watch.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Yiyin,lijing,jianming,zhengting
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Wynne(:

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Duhh ~
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Duhh~
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Nope, i'm strong on the outside xD
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yep

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: Yeah
What can make you happy?: People smile back
Do you wish you were happier?: DUHH~!
Can music make you happy?: YESSSSS !

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Once
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: My mum ?

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Black.
Current piercings?: -
Have any tattoos?: -
Eye color?: Black.

HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail/lockup?: Nope.
Mooned someone: Nope.
Laughed so hard you cried: YESSS!
Thrown up in a store: Clinic
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Hahaha, yeah
Gone skinny dipping: -

THIS OR THAT.
Pepsi or Coke: Aren't both of them the same o.o
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: Group Dates !
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Strawberries or Blueberries: -
Meat or Veggies: MEAT!
TV or Movie: Television
Guitar or Drums?: Drums
Adidas or Nike: NIKE!
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes.
Cake or Pie: Cake

HAAA !! I'm bored ttm xD !

hehe!

2010-09-13T05:23:00.000-07:00

Got my new contact lenses >< ! EEEE, SO HAPPY :D
Problem, need to buy solution & case . Shit .

Anyway, GET WELL SOON GWEN !! <3

I'm doing Great !

2010-09-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

I love the way it is now :)
Being alone is good, but not lonely :x
I love you lah :) Smuackz ! (random)

Dying a little inside..

2010-09-06T04:21:00.001-07:00

Limit

2010-08-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

Gonna reach :) !
Never been angry before :) Hope my temper wun choose it now .
Cause i know, it will go mad n wild .
i'm soo sure that i'm gonna throw the table, slap ur face & shout right into ur freaking face !
Well, i'm still gonna try to control it .. after my 16years life . i never throw my temper at anyone madly .
its only a month more VIVIAN ! HOLD IT !!
okay, i will hang this one month more. but u better dun push it..
i will make u realize, not only u are capricorn .. i can be cunning & scary too .
Just dun try me . Cause i will make sure u regret this !

You pissed me off .

2010-08-20T03:40:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i hate u .
You do it, we got it . WTF?
Brainwash ppl is what u do best, i dun give a damn .
You scream here n there for fun, because of that the whole 4na got booking ?!
nbcb, you so high go mountain scream i duncare ! You freaking dumbass put all the blame on the innocent ppl ?! Ｉ'm super fuck up by u today .
Can u die faster ? You block the people in the world .

Prelims o.o .. !

2010-08-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

Well, my prelims sucks -.- ..
Say my happy marks first then :)
My english, JUST PASS ! WOOHOOO !!
My Chemistry, B4 :)
Thats all i know o.o ..

Now the worst part -.- ..
MY MATHS !!! MY FAVORITE SUBJECT !
I FAILED?!?!?! WTF is going on ?!?!
10 more marks to passing mark !!! Wahh ><
Fuck that paper man ! oh gosh -.- .. gonna work hard !!
MUST PASS MATHS !!!

Now, i have to fear failing my O level Chinese, Physics & D&T :(
Combined Humanity ? oh well, i long gave up on them :D
Cause i hate essay -.- WHO DUN ?!?!
If you say u like to write essay, i raise my legs & clap for you !

today

2010-08-17T03:14:00.000-07:00

YOu think wearing that ear(whatever) is nice ?
Well, i tell you .. It sucks ! Its makes u look even ....?!
uh -.- .. Overall, you suck :)

You will not leave me !

2010-08-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

Mummy, you will get better de !
Stop saying what you die then i what n what ..
Want me to do all that ? STAY wif me !
You are someone that i love soo much .. I WILL NOT LET U LEAVE ME !

When i was 4years old, you took care of me, korkor, grandpa & the house .. You worked hard and got very weak n sick .. But u have not choice, but to work because dad had a lot of loan to pay . you had really a hard time when i was 3months to 4years old .
Thanks Mummy.

When i was 12 years old, i got naughty n got to skip lesson n went to friends house n play. You are worried, you came to school jus to check where am i. you called my friend's house n told me to come back to school . i did, you didnt scolded me and told me to go home . i was shocked . thanks mummy .

When i was 14 years old, i also got to knew new friends. They are gangster. & i thought that they are cool ! I let them in the house n make bonds with them like my best friends . You stopped everything . And i was glad :D You help me up n pulled me back from the darkness moments . Thanks Mummy .

When i was 15 years old, i knew a guy n got into a real relationship . You told that guy to treat me good n well, warned him not to do something that harmed me. i skip cca n told you that its stressful & told you that i wanna quit, you granted me wish without even asking me why or even stop me from thinking that ! Thanks Mummy.

Now, i'm 16 . i wanna make u proud, i will do my best for exam & do everything my best in the future . But one thing is, i want you with me ! You must stay with me !! If you aren't here, how my life's gonna be ? Going back to skipping class n making gangster as my friends ?

i simply just cannot believe my life without u . You are the best Mum i ever had ! And i love you . No one can replace u . NO ONE !

I got this feeling ..

2010-08-06T08:34:00.001-07:00

People tel me to go on steady wif you . Cause u are a positive n good good good good good guy . Yes, i may have stead wif you b4 .. But, the feeling from me towards you are like big sister n little brother.
Yet, some bad stuff happen to your family and makes me really worry for u . So i decided to really go steady wif u .. though its a little bro n big sis feeling . Cause you need someone to love n takecare of ! i know i betray my own feelings but i got no choice ... you loved me for 3 plus years & such things happen to u & i can still tel u those cruel thing i am not human okay !
Dun worry, when the time is right . i will tell you how i feel .. sorry .

Really hope that you will be okay . I pray that your mum will be fine . Please..dun let such a good boy suffer like this ! It hurts to see him cry .. i dunwan this ! Please let it be over .

To Mummy :)

2010-07-31T07:35:00.000-07:00

Mummy mummy ! Recover soon okay ? i will do all the housework de !
Just dun worry uh ? To see you bleed i can still go back to my bed n sleep, i'm a NBCB PERSON CAN ??!! Fuck myself for being soo tired >< !!!
Fucking Vivian ! You listen up ! You better take good care of MUMMY OKAY !
And better learn a lesson from this !!!

Mummy, i will study well de :) Get a good good result let u happy happy okay :)?
Smooch <3 ! ILOVEYOU !

Glad :)

2010-07-27T07:37:00.001-07:00

Since everybody around me are being having a great time, i'm glad :)
Yiyin : Dun think soo much le uh ? Get well soon lovely :)
Wynne baby : No one loves you ? I LOVE YOU THEN ! No one understand u ? I UNDERSTAND THEN ! Call me if you need me :) Smuackz !
Lijing : Be strong uh ! dun be soo good to people that wun feel your care ! Love yourself once yeah ?
Gwen : Glad that you ain't feeling that way anymore :) Jiayou uh ! :)
Jialing : MEET UP SOON XD I MISS YA !
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To be continue ~

Everything is up to planed :)

2010-07-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

Woot~ Everything is still in time x)
This friday is english compo 0.0 !
Vivian ! JIAYOU ! Let those who look down on u, look back into themselves !(Y)

Love quotes

2010-07-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

What you do to me
you melt my heart with your eyes,
you warm my soul with your voice,
you break my insecurities with your touch,
you make my head spin with your kiss,
you make my dreams come true with your love...

15/7/2010

2010-07-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

Mr yong, i get what you wanna say ..
i admit that i have been slacking n have been On n Off at times .
For the sake of your words, i will take out my time for maths, chemistry, history, D&T ! I WILL PASS MY N LEVEL >< !! GMH.

Stress

2010-07-14T07:27:00.001-07:00

N level N level ..
FUCK N LEVEL ! Stress like ass ! GOODNESS !
Am i still not up to standard ? haix ..

2010-07-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

Thought that using someone can let me forget another one . but it seem that i'm wrong .. Soo wrong .

You

2010-07-01T02:45:00.000-07:00

You didnt come school today ytd n maybe tml ..
i'm slowly getting used to it too .. if u can, please never let me see u again..
cos u will make my heart go back again .. n i dun wan that !
Goodbye .. imy

What if ..

2010-06-30T06:29:00.001-07:00

What if i say i still love you ?
but we are impossible le .. i really missed you ..

Soo ..

2010-06-14T08:23:00.000-07:00

You go chalet jiu forget about me ?
you always late reply me when u are wif your friends !!!! FUCK IT !
Soo, i get it back ? last time i treat friends better than richard.. he hate it .. NOW I FEEL THE SAME !!! This is what i call, what goes around comes back around !

You are gonna go for 5 days .. i'm gonna see WHEN then u will rmb to texts me !!

2010-06-02T07:16:00.001-07:00

What comes around, goes back around !

2010-05-30T09:14:00.001-07:00

He's everything to me.
He's perfect for me.
But the best part of all...
is that he loves me!

june

2010-05-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

Wow -.- .. My june holidays is BURN !!!
TOday, dragonboat .. 4N1 got 1.22min !!! HEY ! THIS PROVE WHAT ?
WE ARE THE BEST :) ! HAHA ! Good work guys :)) !
Kind of tired -.- ! YAWN**
Love sleeping :) ! I GOT 90page of chemistry, 42 page of physic, paper2 for chinese n english, 6 essay n SBQ Question for social studies n history !!!! FUCK ?!?!

babiie !

2010-05-22T08:56:00.001-07:00

Love you kills me >< BUT I STILL LOVE YOU !!!

Babiie kaii

2010-05-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

Soo, being wif me your life sucks ?!
ALRIGHT ! I SUCKS ! i dun disagree wif that !
I HATE MYSELF ! so sorry for making your life worst !!! FUCK MYSELF !!

2010-05-06T07:43:00.001-07:00

You are my Common Denominator !!!

2010-05-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

Tml DnT paper ! Oh my >< !
haha ! Sure screw again >< !
Today history paper, i only done SBQ >< ! like always ? ^^

Smuackz !

After exam ..

2010-05-05T06:56:00.001-07:00

CAN'T WAIT >< !
I WANT SEE YOU >< ! Heex !

ILOVEYOU ^^

2010-05-02T23:14:00.001-07:00

In love ?

2010-04-28T03:48:00.000-07:00

Lijing asked me : What is true love ?
( after thinking for awhile)
I said : Well, i dun know ..

Cause no one gave me true love . Sorry lijing, can't give you an answer YET .

Is it just by calling each other babiie jiu shi couple type ?
if it is, i will sure change my typo !!
Hmm.. Should i ? Should i give it another try for love ?
Are you a good guy ? How do you treat a gf ?
what you want in a relationship ? i always wanted to test .. to see if u are the one ..
but it seems like, i am afraid of loving thats why i wanted a perfect bf so much >< No one is perfect, i know >
Soo .. Should I ?

Gangster!

2010-04-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

Wow ! Now i know how is feels like to really hang around !
hahax, great job ^^ . Went to balam today !
Hohoho, everything look soo different ? like i'm in another world ! Cool ^^
I want to know MORE !

Text text text ! Oh gosh, better not begin another relationship 0.0!
i'm scared ! hahax.

2010-04-17T05:33:00.001-07:00

Buy for me please >< !!

16/04/10 n 17/04/10

2010-04-17T04:57:00.000-07:00

16/04/10 -
Dance >< ! haha. A very tiring day >< ! haha, i like it !
My butt hurts -.- !

17/04/10 -
Went to bugis wif love today ^^ ! Heex.
Went to bugis n brought a few small stuff n head off to lunch ^^ !
Ate pastamenia ! Super full !
Then we went to newprint bt no print -.-
Then to Plaza sing ^^ ! hehehex.
Went to eat something that i dun even know if i could pay for it >< !!
How crazy i am >< ! Eat soo full that i couldn't MOVE !!!
Then, we took train ! I decided to go for circle line -.-
Stupidly, its more stop then green line !
i knew i'm idiot -.- HAHA !
Got home till now ^^ !
One word, TIRED !

getting over you soon ^^

2010-04-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

you are slowly leaving my mind ^^
i want become les ! haha. its better to have someone that understands you more ^^!
Who wan be my lover ? ; any gal ?
haha!

UPDATE !

2010-04-11T06:12:00.001-07:00

WHY NO ONE UPDATE THEIR BLOGS ?!?!
TELL ME WHY ? hahas

2010-04-11T00:34:00.000-07:00

History is going to act out again .. Get prepared !
Now you are not alone khai . i will fight with u !
Hell has her record, dun worry .

2010-04-10T21:36:00.000-07:00

Weather are getting hotter !!! Soo people ! Wear lesser >

2010-04-10T04:42:00.001-07:00

Headache ..

What hurts the most..

2010-04-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house..that dun bother me
I can take a few tears, now and then just let them out !
I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile, even though going on with you gone still upset me.
There are days, every now and again i pretend I'm okay.
And having soo much to say .. and watching you walk away .
And never knowing what could be like ..
And not seeing that loving you, was what i was trying to do .
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go, but i'm doing it.
Its hard to force that smile when i see my old friends n i'm alone ..

But i know .. That smile on your face is the one that matters!

Having soo much to forget, that isn't what i do best .
Life is harder, i know crying wun do . So, i will recover in any ways it can be !

Set you free

2010-04-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

Time to let go of you .
Somethings are just not meant to be .
You look soo soo much happier with your friends :)
Wish that u could be that happy for your life;pray
Byebye my love ; tears
All the best ! You are a good good friend ! i know that, let's just be friends ^^ , forever ..

2010-04-06T06:08:00.000-07:00

i know you love me, i know u do !
Just shout my name n i will be there !

2010-04-04T03:01:00.001-07:00

I'm hungry for your love !

things change

2010-03-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

your probation days are finishing soon.. and that is just the beginning !
My worst nightmare is coming .. nearer n nearer day after day ..
Near to craziness .. i hope things wun change n most importantly, feelings dun fade ..

talk about dance .. wow .. its like .. FORK-ER !
dance is finishing real soon !! forking hate to stay in dance any longer man !!

Baby, hope that we will last longer ^^
i love you .

Day after day

2010-03-21T06:00:00.000-07:00

Kind of tired of living ..
hate being ugly, hate the feeling of fear, hate being hide by words, hate giving, hate talking ..
one day.. i will walk of of my world n let u fear the real me ..
Never being really angry before .. but little while more this small little volcano will burst !
Beware of the devil beside u !! ^^

Baby

2010-03-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

baby, i will never let u leave me !
i want u to take care of me forever !

2010-02-23T06:36:00.000-08:00

my heart is dying .. it hurt to hear you saying those things .. i can't stop crying ..

2010-02-23T06:16:00.000-08:00

Game game game !!!! Is it soo important ?! i hate it when u are playing with your super interesting game !!! i just wanna BREAK your computer with both of my hand !! I HATE DOTA FOREVER !!! i fuck you dota maker !!! Dota steals my lover !! I HATE DOTAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-09T04:56:00.000-08:00

i'm a jack-ass .

Stop being myself to keep u wif me !

2010-01-18T06:20:00.000-08:00

i knw i have been showin u attitude .. but you are always there to support me ..
you are a good good guy now ^^ . i success in changin u =) !
i am a asshole ! no .. attitude problem assass ! fucking bloody asshole !!!
vivianlee wake up lah ! tink that ppl need u most isit .. is you who need others MOST ! So just shut that fuck up !

Busy year !!

2010-01-09T07:23:00.000-08:00

Omg ! Performance in March ! i will have training on Monday, Wednesday & Friday !
Having Chemistry Srp on Thursday ! Tuesday, i will be helping out in class !
WOW ! I'm FULLY book baby !! ; Woot ~ !
Heard that even June Holidays is for SRP !!!
i was like WHAT THE HELL ?!?!
i will be having Piano lesson n English tuition SOON ! ; whattheFUCK?!
i'm helping out my mum wif Valentine THINGS ^^ ! ; Wee ^^ !
i will sure be DAMN tired THIS YEAR >< ! ; Moron -.-

Alright Peepo ! No matter what .. Hang in there ya ?
Be patient okay ? Get a GOOD GOOD mark n tell those peepo who look down on YOU !
Always be the best in your heart to achieve great things ^^ !
Jiayou Sec 4 !!!!! ; not for express -.- !

Babiie, Going to Six month le oh ^^ !
Thanks for those tears >< ! We had gone though soo much ^^
i really hope it could be like what my mum said ! Marry in future ^^ !
HAA ! ; thinkin in a very high mood .
Hohoho, let's work hard together ! Smuackz ^^ !

179days ^^

First day -.-

2010-01-04T02:26:00.000-08:00

First day of SCHOOL !!!
Happy to say .. I'm lucky xDD !
Cute lah the teachers !
now .. they are not even kpkb le !!
they are unreasonable ! haas ..
what can we students do ? jus hope that i could get a good result n get out !!
not hope is IS I WILL ! haas !
today sch is short n sweet ! (nt 4 those who was in till2pm)
sadd .. xDD !

Babii ! Stay happy ya ! Smuackz ! MINEMINEMINEMINEMINE!!!

2010-01-01T00:08:00.000-08:00

Britney Spears - if you seek amy
- Circus
- Three

Can anyone SENT me >< !!

YAY YAY !!

2009-12-31T06:30:00.000-08:00

heex ! today babii bought a new school bag for me ^^ !
yay yay ! Thanks BABII ! i got a new bag le xDD !

hohoho, saw tx n ew today -.- !
their hair sucks can ?! (opps xP)
saw jingsi n her didi too ^^ Cute lah both of them !

ate Japanese egg rice?(should be xP)
i eat damn slow okay -.- ...
tx order - add rice n add meat ! total 8.80 ! (2.50 more)
he can't even finish ! Stupid -.- ..
ew eat like gay -.- slower then a girl luh ! hahax !
(glad that they dunno my blog ^^ ! ) hohoho !

Happy new year guy !!
See you next monday my folks !! i miss all your FACES !

Babiie !! LOVE YOU MORE N MORE EACH DAY >< !!
have fun in bus today ^^ ! hope you will rmb it FOREVER !
Smuackz ! LOVE YA !

2 more weeks !

2009-12-18T06:13:00.000-08:00

Oh my >< ! School is starting soon !
YAY ! i want see my bestie n kpkb the teachers ! HAA !
i miss school okay ! i miss die MY CLASS !!
Ahmad ibrahim .. YOU WAIT FOR ME OH xDD !

Learning how to make up nowadays >< ! haa !
Its difficult de you mei you ! ><

Baby, see you soon OH !! ^^

Baby !

2009-12-09T01:53:00.000-08:00

I can't stop looking at you,
i can't stop smiling at you,
i can't stop thinking of you,
I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU ^^ !

2009-12-02T05:01:00.001-08:00

I'M A HACKER ! MUHAHAHAHA ! ;hoho
guess who am i?[:
obvious lo ;eeks

What can i say ?

2009-11-23T02:13:00.000-08:00

i always had no comment on friendship and had always kept quiet in which of wrong n right .
Just to keep the bad at bad but not worst-ing it .

just wanna let you know, i'm sorry for not calling you when i'm back .
And had made you real worry n angry . (i'm sorry)
i didn't think about what you land-ed me in what-so-ever trouble, Gal !
you are my friend and that the truth ! If i had let you feel that you are not then i'm really sorry ..
You had some good friends now, and .. i think they can made you feel even better than me ..
i'm a SUPER SUCKY PERSON, i dun talk much n i can't make you happy ..
So, i'm just have to say sorry for letting you feel that way ..
You will always have to remember this ..
Weather you are the so-call good guy or what bad guy
YOU are still MY friend ! (if i'm not to you anymore than i have nothing to say)
i dun care how worst the talking will be, i know .. i will be there when you are in trouble ..
Just be happy, i will be happy ..
You are dis-pointed ? then scold me whatever you want to ! Till you are happy .
Take good care my friend ..

Congratz, you can get to Sec 4 next year . All the best lovely .
Smuackz .

Thailand is boring =.=

2009-11-15T23:55:00.000-08:00

Oh my, where should i start ?
Serious, ITS FUCKING BORING HERE !! opps**
Can anyone here just speck english ?! i can only look at people talk -.-
Shag ! What they say, i can only nob my head or smile back >.< !
They scold me i also dunno -.- .. Nbm ! Two more days to go !!!
i miss everyone alot !! i dun wan come thailand anymore >< !
i will just stay in Singapore ! heexD !

My loves :
Miss me yeah ^^ ! heexD ! i bought lots of thing for you all oh ^^ !
Say you love me >< ! i really miss you all damn out muchh can !!

Baby :
i had made a kitty for you ^^ Hope you will really like it !
HeexD ! I miss you >< ! i turn 55kg !!! OMG ! you believe that !!
My face sucks much too >< ! Will you still love me ?

My friends :
Life is boring without friends man !! i hate to get out of this house -.-
Cause i can't conmunicate with anyone here !! EEK! And it takes a whole day just to go n back !
I miss you guys !

Most importantly .. I WANT TO GO BACK !!! ARGH !!!

Second day in BK !

2009-11-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

Wake up at 7.25am in BK (8.25am in singapore), super tired but could not sleep le !!
Wash up n bath .. 7.45am (8.45am) i went to the bed n think of MY LOVES while waiting for ann ..
Didn't eat till 10am(11am) .. In car to passport centre .. Eat rice for breakfest ?? Spicy somemore !

Went to Shopping centre n eat lunch !! i remember i just ate my breakfast !!! haha, cute .
Swensen ice cream were cheap !! 3 plate only Singapore $9 !
Walk awhile then go wash hair in solon, thought of dye-ing my hair de .. heex then i reject it,
i'm a good girl okay !! HAA, as if >.> !

Then .. after that go eat AGAIN ! the food i ate haven digest yet !!
Soon .. soon i will be Piggy again !

Overall, the place is crowned .. the food is like , some how raw ?!
Dun worry, my piggy tummy can handle it ! ^^

HEY ! My loves, tomorrow i'm going to thailand le .. hope there will be connection around .
I am missing ALL OF YOU NOW !!

Baby, 12 more days ! See YOU !! i love you ^^ ! Smuackz !
Drink more water !

6 more days ?

2009-10-30T00:15:00.000-07:00

I dun wanna leave !!! Ahhh !!!
i will miss Cutie, Lovely, Lijing, Coco, Mum&Daddy, zirah, 3n2, Minmin, Xiiaoyi !!
And mostly My LOVE ... RICHARDTAO !!
But what can i say ? Mummy wants me to go VERY MUCH !
Gonna buy alot of things for my GANS & LOVES !!
Just wanna big hugs before i leave ! i will miss all of you !!!
I promise , i will post if i got time yeah ? I will be fine ^^ !
Awww !! After reading Sweety blog >< i wanna stay !!! Sorry for not letting you kiss me xDD !
Ahhh .. i dun wan this >< its so hard to bear all of YOUUUU !!!
Must miss miiieee OKAY ??!! MUST !!! (CRY**)

Baby, dun cry yeah ? i'm not gonna be there for you for this two weeks ><
you are going to take GOOD GOOD care of yourself alright ?
Miss me de hua, come my blog ? ^^ ! I will miss you real much !
Baby, before i end this ...
I love you !

Cutie Nuer !! Be fine okay ? Wait for me to come back n call you okay ?
Mummy will buy stuff for you ^^ ! Dun miss mummy too much xD i will shy de XDDD !
Mummy will miss your voice, cute face, cried, touch and Love ^^ !
In my heart, you are always that cute, innocent, noisy, and huggable little kid ^^ !
Mummy LOVES CUTIE !!

Lovely !! Thanks for the laugh xD ! You will go Sec4 wif me de !! So i will see you next year x)) !
I wanna see your lovely smile again before i leave >< !
Lovely, must work double hard yeah ? i will be there to work wif you !!
Make yourself high like you always do this two weeks okay ?
Dun work too late .. lovely will worry de !
Lovely, miss me okay ? i will miss you de >< !

Lijing Pretty, Work hard yeah ? Live life easy okay ? dun stress too much, cos your head is not enough for that xPP !! opps >.> .. haha ! Be cheerful !!
My friend, here's my old words .. Stay happy always !

Coco, you naughty girl !! Blacky !! HAHA ! Darling will buy toys for you !! Be ready to spoil everything !! HAA ! i know you would not miss me de -.= you are just going to EAT as usually, PLAY as usually, SLEEP as usually & make mum's things spoil xDD ! Anyways i will miss your slaps, shit, pee, hit, and banging !! But mostly your licks, cute post and cute FACE !

Mum ! You are the best okay !! SMUACKZ SMUACKZ !!! i come back le must cook my favorite food okay ? heex ^^ !

Lastly, hope i wun die in plane =.- !
To all my loves, if you are working in the holidays .. Dun work too late okay ?
Live life your own way !! I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU !!
LOVE YOU ALL !! Smuackz to all !!

HEY ! its our third third month !

2009-10-19T05:20:00.000-07:00

Surprise ? haha. Prepared to get my bites baby !!
TeeheexD ! Didn't really thought that it would last so long somehow >< !
Hope this feeling from me to you will always stay the same ^^ !
Kitty wouldn't let any girl laid their on you !! Heex.
Boy, you better remember this, YOU ARE MINE ! haas !
Mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine !!

Happy Third Third Month yeah ?
Smuackz !

Wow ^^

2009-09-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

HAHA ! I'm back ^^ !
Lost in wonderland don't want come back xD !
Sorry viewers !! haas .. it has been normal !

Got my lock between babytao & me le !! haas ^^
barely can put it in !! XP !

haha, its been years to be overall happy ^^ !
Thanks Yiyin ! Love ya ! Stay happy always ! ( hope ya can find your happiness soon !! ) -opps-

hehex ! Babytao, it has been 69 days !!! Our love has becoming more exciting !! I Love You Richard TAO TAO ! =D !

2009-09-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

Life is boring !

2009-09-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

so sianz !

i love you !

2009-08-21T07:55:00.000-07:00

For the name of God, i love you !
Smuackz !

Smuackz !

2009-08-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

When I First Saw You I Was Afraid To Talk To You,
When I First Talked To You I Was Afraid To Like You,
When I First Liked You I Was Afraid To Love You,
Now That I Love You I'm Afraid To Lose You

I Do Believe That God Above Put Me Here For You To Love.
He Picked You Out Among The Rest Because He Knew I'd Love You Best

There's a smile on your face that lets me know that you need me,
there's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me,
the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall,
you say it best....when you say nothing at all.

Tao : I love you ^^

Smuackz ^^ !

Sianz !

2009-08-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

Without you >< !!!!!!!!
Nothing to do >< !!!

WEDNESDAY !!!! haha, smuackz !

Darling i miss you ^^ !!
I SIMPLY JUST CAN"T STOP THINKING OF YOU !!!

heex^^

ILOVEYOU !!!!

without you >< !

2009-08-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

Lovely sleeping ^^ !
Cute !

MESSY !! ^^

haix, sianz sianz .. darling go watch movie ><>< ! Sobx..
i miss you so much !!!!!
Darling i love you ^^

26 Days !! SMUACKZ ^^

loves !

2009-08-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe ...forever.

When you came, you were like red wine and honey, and the taste of you burnt my mouth with its sweetness.

Because Life Isn't Worth Living If I Can't Share It With Someone Like You

I only thought of you once today, I just never stopped.

My Sweet Babyboii, i love you ^^
Stay with me .

25days !!!! SMUACKZ !

haha

2009-08-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

Wake up in the morning -.-, tired luh ..

haha, drink le coffee jiu off for mac !!
Meet Darling in bus, Wait 4 bus 811, wait till nearly sleep xD !
saw a bagala standing infornt of darling, cnt c him arh ! xP !
then, i see see my darling making face de shi hou got another sch gal keep lookin at me -.-,
damn, i actually dunno sia den suddenly ... WAHH stuned tio .. haha xP
so shy nah xP !! I HATE TO WEAR UNIFORM !!!

At mac, eat eat wif darling !! So sweet ^^
then, lovely came ^^ !
eat so less luh !
Then shaun came, darling bite his burger ! heex !

in sch, sian sian sian sian sian sian !!!!!!

It was different when i'm with you !

2009-08-09T01:02:00.000-07:00

To look at your back makes me love you more >< !
i really hope it will remain this way forever ^^ !
Holding on to your hand is like hoping the time would stop !
I love the way you are Darling ^^ !
I don't have to put on a fake smile when i'm with you, it just happen !!
I jus wanna hold your hand !

For the past years of my life, i had always been listening n following what others had told me to.
Then i find it hard n stupid to be order.

I'm gonna make a change now, i'm going to do it MY own way ^^ !
Rule is meant to be BROKEN !
I'm nt gonna follow anyone's ass again ..

Don't like it ? Fuck off !

21 days Love !
TIIANLOVESTAO !

2009-08-07T07:45:00.000-07:00

he's cute okay !! hAa !

Heex !

My loves !

Me n Lovely ^^ !

3.8.09 =)

2009-08-03T02:22:00.000-07:00

today was quite a normal day ..

but something special did happen ^^ !
Lovely, hit drop the exit sign xD !
She is cute de OKAY ! xD !
is was around, before english lesson ! So, i was saying byebye to taotao n walk a few steps forward n saw Lovely starting to jump !
(here the part) She was jumping forward,, quess what THE EXIT SIGN K.O ! HAHA !
Funny ! Cindi saw it too ! HAAS ! ^^
Then we reported to the office ! HAA ! the teachers was like .. HUH ?! WHAT ?! AGAIN ?
haas, quite funny ! ^^

then went to SRP !
Damn stress 有没有 ! den i use taotao song to cool down xD ! (dun understand the song xD !)
at least its hardcore n fast 就可以了 xD !

Then Taotao sent me home ^^ !
Love the kisses ^^ !

MISSING YOU ^^ !

Without Taotao ><

2009-08-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

HAA ! Dun tik too much abt what i post ! Cos i olways forgot why i post that xD !
I'm forgetful !

Taotao go swimming today >< !
haas ^^ ! MISS HIM OKAY !!

Clean house today ! tired arh !
wash toilet, clean the floor, and takecare of my lit Ann ^^ !

GET WELL SOON !
Lovely, Ann, Korkor, weixiong and Taotao !

Seem to be like, everyone are sick !!
GET NO EVIL !!

13days ! MEOW !

i'm trying ! ><

2009-07-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

Things are getting bad as i had thought ..
I'm trying my best to keep it up, but it seem that it has no point at all ..
i love the care you gave to me .. but cn you b serious when we are together ? i hate stupid faces !
Dun i seem to be angry enough ?! ARGH !

How i wish i could jump down a high building or
die in instant ! but i love my love one(s) !! Can't bear to leave THEM !!

InTheEnd~
TianTian LOVES TAOTAO !!

I will try !

TODAY !

2009-07-29T03:43:00.000-07:00

wahh, darling was early today ^^ !
jus cor him n ask ' where is your stop ?' Quess what ..=.= he was right in front of me xD !

When to school .. days were HARD !!
CHINESE TEACHER NV COME !!! WOOHOOO ~!
everyone was like playing ! playing catching ! HAA ! then =.= .. mrchin CAME !
my back was facing the front door, so i saw a quick dash !!
So i was like .. Why arh ? so quiet ? so neat ?
THEN ! when i turn half a body,, i saw his CHIN !! HAAS !!! i stunned !! HAHA !
he too tall le lah ..

den .. last lesson D&T !
wahh, dunno why .. i always feel like vomiting at that ROOM !
strange >.> i think something gonna happen to me 0.0 !
HAA !
Quess what ! i love sick bay !! i jus lay down on the bed, I FELL ASLEEP !!
So nice luh ^^ !

Then, was waken up by teachers =.=
Quickly run out to find my DEAREST(s) ! ^^
i ran out they find me at general office xD !
two ways ! HAA !

then, had SRP ! CHEMISTRY ! Stress >< !
Mervin was sad >< ! (STAY HAPPY KAY !! but dun disiao me leh )
HAA !
when back to watch talent time ! wahh, the singing is like WOOTS ~!!!!!
Can fly arh ! HAA !
den forget abt to watch talent time le xP !

YIYIN GET WELL SOON KAYS !! ^^ !
SMUACKZ !

10 days ~ i'm still counting on !
ILY AHTAO !!

Bo liao de shi hou !

2009-07-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

CRAZY !!!! HAA !

School =.=

2009-07-27T02:46:00.000-07:00

Sianz .. Eat bun at PE time being caught ! Wahh, was like .. ARGH !
Then, started farm fight in badminton ! Shout n laugh ! Debby, YOU ROCKS !!!
I,Yiyin n Cindy was posing !!! DAMN CUTE !
haas, loves ^^ !

Then, SRP !
Mr Yong came in teach teach, sianz ..

8 days ^^ LOVES !!
RICHARDTAO YOU ARE MINE ! xD

FUN !! =)

2009-07-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

YO !
Go SSC today xD ! '
SO FUN LUH !!!!
You are so hot that i melted ! (random)
HAAS ! My tube keep droping na ! xP !
Tingxuan disiao sia !! Make Shaun WHOLE wet you mei you !
Cute !
Den go arcade play n seesee !
Wahh, saw a good player ! Nice shot sia ! Claps**
Ahtao is oso very good OKAY ! haas, like his dancing !
HAA !
After that, go Cc .. dots lah

kiss Ahtao today ^^ !
LOVE YOU ^^ !!

(more pics will b post ^^)

2009-07-25T00:20:00.000-07:00

Shiok !

2009-07-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

Woot~!
today is saturday ! =.=
lame day .. nth to do xP !
miss my Sweety n lovely >< !
I'M A SICKO ! ^^(random)

Sweety n Lovely !

2009-07-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

Richard tao ! KhaiYIYIN !!!
LOVE YOU BOTH OKAY !!!
My darlings ^^ !

Wahh, today cnt see ahtao, he lah !
go dunno do what den today WHOLE day cnt see him ! HAVING FUN IN SCHOOL TODAY !! IN PHYSIC : damn funny luh ! i take the wrong ruler ! i n yiyin was like playing n trying to pock the wrong ruler that i take .. In the end when i see whats wrong right ! I LAUGH ! then yiyin was like what to me .. HAAS ! then TOGETHER WE LAUGH !
We were like doing 3 steps behind everyone luh ! you know y ?! Cos we keep doing the wrong tik ! Then laugh n laugh like mad n nuts !! HAHA !
ILOVEBEINGWIFYIYIN !!!
IHS !
ILR !
ILYY !
ILLJ !

SMILE LOVES ^^ !